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It’s OCD, I promise you, it’s not you 💙
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No, No no- ocd is a liar, has u questioning everything!! This is definitely the OCD freak out! 1/2 part trance 1/2 part terror. Your brain gets tired. 1st you dont realiize how hypervigilant you are you can’t really relax. The brain begins to fire because always looking for danger.
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Please try to calm down, I know it’s hard but you are definitely not a monster. I have experienced similar things regarding my pets too you’re not alone trust me. OCD is confined to set themes the themes can go on and on and on because in reality any theme doesn’t matter because they are all OCD.
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Ocd isnt*** confined to set themes, sorry typo
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The looking could actually be a compulsion. An opportunity for your OCD to slip in and start bullying you with this thinking, groinal sensations, analyzing and ruminating. Remember OCD wants you to be trapped and it will do whatever it takes. If it scares you OCD will attach. You are not a monster. Your OCD therapist will be able to help you
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Honest Question - What if you walked in on a person taking a Shower and cleaning their private parts? Or seen a stray dog cleaning it's private parts? Maybe a Deer cleaning another Deers private part.. Would you have to stare.. or just when Your Cat, does it? No judgement, just wondering. ☮️
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I am unsure. Why:( I feel like if I answer wrong it proves something awful..
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I'm trying to think but I don't know... :( it feels maybe more about my cat?! Idk why?! :( ohno.idk...
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I don't know...
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@helpmeee There's no wrong answer. It's not a trick question. Everyone here is living with OCD. You are normal.
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@FrankieTF79 What did the question mean? :( sorry I'm just scared
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@helpmeee Are you overthinking my question? I honestly am wondering if you felt compelled to watch other humans/animals clean themselves, or just your Cat. There's nothing beyond that, honestly.
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@FrankieTF79 But why do u wonder
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@helpmeee Good question. I have no earthly idea. Felt like asking. Is it just the Cat, or others too?
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@FrankieTF79 Just felt like a unnecessary question and it only triggered me so idk why u asked
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@helpmeee Are you ok? I understand how the question could be a bit triggering for you at the moment
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(21+ ONLY: TRIGGER WARNING) I’ve been increasingly worried that I’m a zoophile (among other things) and that I’m attracted to my family dog. I love him and I take care of him—I take him out to poop and pee, I play with him, and I feed and water him. But I get nervous when I have to be around him for a long time—I get these thoughts and they just won’t stop. I’ll find myself looking at my dog’s privates and having these strange urges. I feel horrible—like I could’ve done something to him or touched him inappropriately and conveniently don’t remember. I don’t know what to do…
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I feel nauseous. Extremely sick, i cannot eat, cant sleep well, and I haven't enjoyed things I normally enjoy to cry in bed and spiral for several days already. I feel extremely anxious over my past real events. I remembered something extremely triggering. I used to be morbidly curious about crimes and like I remember when i was a younger teen I watched a dark documentary that honestly i shouldnt have watched. There was this extremely weird scene and i think i felt weirded out but also a little aroused? but only bc I was thinking "lucky, shes already having sex. I wish I was her so i could experience it too." The poor person was like 1-3 years younger than me at the time. I KNOW how wrong that is now i legit feel like im going to throw up rn. Anyway I think I felt a little aroused??? And I think I touched myself a little bit and imagined myself in her place? I dont think I enjoyed it bc i remember it felt forced and weird and i stopped. I never did it again. I feel so sick! I would NEVER watch a documentary like that now as an adult and think or touch myself to it thats just so wrong but im scared that this is a sign im a sicko/p. I remmeber crying at the end of the documentary bc I felt disturbed by the contents but i still put some in my watch later out of morbid curiosity to see more real cases of these crimes bc they scared me. I never watched them again though. It only happened once and it was before my ocd started which SCARES me even more!!! And i wouldnt watch them as an adult either theyre too disturbing! I regret it so badly and feel like a monster bc it was messed up. Like what was wrong with me?! Theyre extremely disturbing to me and I rather avoid such content bc its triggering to my ocd but im afraid now like was that a sign of me possibly being a p? Am I a monster??? Am I in denial? Is this even ocd?! I feel so much shame and guilt it's killing me. 😔
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