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It’s OCD, I promise you, it’s not you 💙
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No, No no- ocd is a liar, has u questioning everything!! This is definitely the OCD freak out! 1/2 part trance 1/2 part terror. Your brain gets tired. 1st you dont realiize how hypervigilant you are you can’t really relax. The brain begins to fire because always looking for danger.
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Please try to calm down, I know it’s hard but you are definitely not a monster. I have experienced similar things regarding my pets too you’re not alone trust me. OCD is confined to set themes the themes can go on and on and on because in reality any theme doesn’t matter because they are all OCD.
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Ocd isnt*** confined to set themes, sorry typo
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The looking could actually be a compulsion. An opportunity for your OCD to slip in and start bullying you with this thinking, groinal sensations, analyzing and ruminating. Remember OCD wants you to be trapped and it will do whatever it takes. If it scares you OCD will attach. You are not a monster. Your OCD therapist will be able to help you
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Honest Question - What if you walked in on a person taking a Shower and cleaning their private parts? Or seen a stray dog cleaning it's private parts? Maybe a Deer cleaning another Deers private part.. Would you have to stare.. or just when Your Cat, does it? No judgement, just wondering. ☮️
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I am unsure. Why:( I feel like if I answer wrong it proves something awful..
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I'm trying to think but I don't know... :( it feels maybe more about my cat?! Idk why?! :( ohno.idk...
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I don't know...
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@helpmeee There's no wrong answer. It's not a trick question. Everyone here is living with OCD. You are normal.
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@FrankieTF79 What did the question mean? :( sorry I'm just scared
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@helpmeee Are you overthinking my question? I honestly am wondering if you felt compelled to watch other humans/animals clean themselves, or just your Cat. There's nothing beyond that, honestly.
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@FrankieTF79 But why do u wonder
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@helpmeee Good question. I have no earthly idea. Felt like asking. Is it just the Cat, or others too?
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@FrankieTF79 Just felt like a unnecessary question and it only triggered me so idk why u asked
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@helpmeee Are you ok? I understand how the question could be a bit triggering for you at the moment
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tw: nsfw 17f I have a real even ocd from a sexual event with an animal (my cat) from where I was younger. Remembering it ruined my life and made it a living hell. It was bad. It's not one of those innocent events people always assume because I have ocd and then they get all surprised when it was actually bad and sexual. (animal wasn't harmed though) So basically I developed I fear of interacting or even looking at animals after I remembered so I was avoiding my cat like crazy, but then I realized that it's cruel to ignore an animal who wants love and attention, so I forced myself to overcome it kinda. I basically downloaded a habit tracker where I mark when I was able to pet my cat cause while it's triggering I want to give my cat love and I'm trying to pet her everyday So yesterday I was petting the cat. And she was extremely enthusiastic about it. Like she was almost throwing herself on me to get more pets like kinda agressive at this point to get pets. I started thinking how animals go in heat in spring. But she is like sterilized so I wasnt sure its possible for her. Like maybe they are just more active in spring? But what if the pets are somehow sexual for the cat? Then I thought maybe I shouldn't pet her then cause that's wrong. But then I thought like who cares and also then it will be like this the whole spring should I just not touch her the whole spring and ignore her again? I was also tired a bit so I wasn't thinking it all through that much Now I'm freaking out so bad. Like I knew there was a possibility that it was sexual for the cat and still continued petting her I didn't stop. It's so bad. Like I thought its whatever since it's not sexual for me but now I'm freaking out. Like the whole me being a better person and learning on my mistakes after that one earlier event was for nothing if I was able to do something like this I'm freaking out so bad
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I am a girl's in my twenties. I got diagnosed with OCD last year. I have a boyfriend, sadly we're long distance right now. I've liked boys all my life. It's very difficult to sustain intimacy in a long distance relationship. Sometimes I have intimate calls with my boyfriend and it's nice. Other times, however, (and I am not proud of it) I do watch porn. I started watching porn when I was 16. I've tried to quit it many times but every couple of weeks I go back to it. And as everyone knows, one of the MANY problems with it is that your brain will always ask for more. More taboo things, more explicit things. I have a daddy kink. I've roleplayed with my boyfriend and watched porn of this kink. Now, the thing is that my brain keeps telling me that I won't orgasm unless I think of little girls being ab*sed. I've never looked for that on the internet, I never want to either. I am under EXTREME DISTRESS, because what my brain tells me feels SO REAL, and it's like my pleasure gets blocked and that contributes to me thinking my brain must be right. It wasn't like this before. I want to go back. I'm scared it will be like this forever now.
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