hi i just joined && wanted to see if anybody else does things like this when i was younger i was very nervous about tornados && i started to think that everything i do would affect if a tornado comes i would do things like not step on the lines on tiles because if i did a tornado would come as i’ve gotten older it’s gotten to be much more it’s affected everything i do in a tremendous way && it makes me feel crazy if i want to do something i have to wait for specific times to do it i don’t like specific numbers && specific numbers together i have to have specific things in a specific place i have to do specific things in specific ways && when specific things get moved by other people in my house i start to cry about it && it makes my life very hard to live i can’t do things like clean my room look at the clock at specific times i can’t eat at specific times && on specific days because i don’t like the number i can’t wear the clothes i want to i can’t say && text specific words all because i feel like if i do something bad will happen && i know it’s in my head it makes me feel mental i feel like i somehow control the things that happen around me i get nervous telling people about it because i know how i sound i want to know if anybody does things similar to this