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First of all, having a fetish doesn't make you a bad person. Second, testing yourself seems like you're feeding into your compulsions. Third, I don't know much about whatever fetish it is, but have you tried looking up other people's personal stories online about their experience with the fetish to get a better idea on where it might be coming from? You don't have to post on those groups' forums, just browse their comments.
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I dont because I'm scared of it of feeding it I just want it to be gone. I think looking it up may make me spiral that I'm gross and perverted somehow. It's not a sexual thing on its own so it gets brought up time to time like in stories and stuff that my friends like and that makes me freak out and so I want it to be gone.
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@creature I'm scared the reason I'm into it may be predatory because my ocd focuses on me being a predator
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I’ve had situations like these that are just very overwhelming and messy. I suggest really just taking a break from all these things and clearing your mind through meditation or something like that. And I totally get you with the dream thing sometimes I end up doing things when I’m half asleep to my dreams when they aren’t even sexual at all. It can set me back a lot but we have to remember to accept these events for what happened as far as your knowledge and not try to analyze what “really happened”.
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I need advice for intrusive thoughts. I used to feel like I could handle them. They weren’t nearly as bad as the things that related to my actual life. But now, I’m suffering. I haven’t had a sexual experience in over a year that didn’t involve constant intrusive thoughts. Most are somehow related to kids and I keep chasing off the thoughts but it’s so bad. I know you’re supposed to ignore them but I don’t know how I can just ignore that and continue what I’m doing. But they’re coming on stronger. I had one earlier I could not get rid of just as things finished so the thought came on strongly just before my orgasm hit and now I feel absolutely disgusting. I hated the thought and I know it’s not me and it was not enjoyable but it still feels like I was getting off to it. I feel sick. I’m so fucking tired of these thoughts. They’re in my every day life too and it’s all the time. I just want it to stop but ignoring it feels so wrong. What should I do?
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I’m a csa survivor which made me develop hypersexuality while actually being a asexual individual. (Where I did CP and talked to groomers and sexted, ect ect) A few months ago I’ve started to heal, but the fact that I’ve seen so many private parts since I was idk, young? I imagine them everywhere, it’s really frustrating and sometimes I also get intrusive thoughts about other kids or my siblings. It’s deeply distributing but I also kind of think of it from a curious kind of aspect which I despise too. Honestly I have a hard time with any kid in underwear, my intrusive thoughts have been ALOT the last months and they’re really really overwhelming. I also easily go into overanalysing them or even trying to figure out more clearer the thoughts to “test myself”. I think, I hope. Idk it’s scary
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I'm 17 years old I struggle with addiction I have a problem when I masterbate I have intrusive thoughts idk if I think them I'm so scared also back then I know when I was younger I looked at obscure things hentai all that my idk what to do even I feel like I'm a monster or im a bad person I need help I feel so distraught I feel like I can't live life to the fullest anymore even from last year I looked at content that was animated but it had a character in it that was underage I felt so ashamed and felt like a monster I had a compulsion to check it only to find out they are not around my age range idk what to do I probably sound like a freak I'm sorry I'm always trying to replay my memory and try to remember my intention and what I was doing how I come across how I was doing a action yk all that
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