OCD Existencial questioning my every moment awake like Why am i really me? How is it that i am able to think? Why am i doing what im doing? Why am i seeing thru my eyes? Is this really reality?

I question the same thing. Sometimes way more.

Dose anyone also get this sence of unease when it reminds you that your actually alive? And even panic

Yep. Existential ocd

I started just accepting this is MY reality and I’m okay not knowing why. I just know I’m here and living my life with meaning. I have struggled with the existence of others too- which hard when it’s your family. But it’s all just thoughts- there was a time you didn’t have these thoughts and these questions didn’t matter. It’s all ocd.