Does anyone ever get in a weird headspace and its like you agreed with a bad thought for a second then you're freaking out? The other day I was laying there and it popped up in my heas "oh is this something you want?" Then it was me in my head do I want this? Is this gonna happen? Should I do that? And then I got this do it feeling and this numb feeling. I said "no you'll freak out later." And didnt do it. These are things I want so what's up with those feelings? Why was I asking myself that? It was like a weird head space. I hate this.