what is strange to me is that when i don’t fantasize about a threesome or something lesbian my hocd is like nonexistent and then once i do and orgasm my hocd starts to get bad it’s like it’s the only trigger now which is good and another thing it takes me longer to orgasm to my boyfriend than it does if i add a girl in there. i honestly just want a future with him and to have kids experimenting isn’t necessary to me but it’s so weird. i wanna know why it’s like that for me.

Brad2517

Date posted: 4y

Holy shit, thats very similar to me. It only really starts when I start to visualize sexual stuff and then I try to decifer if Im actually attracted to a girl or if Im attracted to the idea of the sexual action. And I can have sex no problem with my gf but yeah same, take longer to orgasm. I'm confused as to what it means. If I watch porn straight porn I get off in seconds but not lesbian or solo, so yeah, just confusing.

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