Hmm you know this is still on topic but I notice when my attraction was down for the opposite sex it didn’t feel like I didn’t like them… it felt like the feelings were trapped, like I wasn’t allowed that anymore but then they return after a while but it fluctuates. Just be patient and don’t ruminate and you’ll be fine.
but then what i said sounds so much like denial
@Nour04 It’s a compulsion that you’re doing it and since you are currently at a stage where you are numb from any attraction of the opposite sex it obviously won’t feel like anything good. Don’t do that please. Attractions aren’t forced but they also aren’t born from anxiety and fear, these are mental problems. Give yourself time and be mindful that this is the OCD an nothing else.