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- 3y
Hey, i feel completely the same way. The only reason i haven’t been compulsively posting is due to the stress from school and overload of assignments:/
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Had this thought so many times
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How are you doing?
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- 3y
i don't know. i guess anxiety is up a bit today. it's kind of reassuring lmao, but then what if i am anxious because i realised i am gay? (you don't have to answer that it's just a rant). and then i feel so convinced i am gay in denial, like ACTUALLY convinced, and like i will have to live that life and that i am just struggling to accept my sexuality because there's so much proof i an gay in denial :( it feels super real but i am trying not to ruminate over it and stay distracted, but the more i ignore it the more i feel i have "unresolved business" which is my sexuality and that makes me feel more in denial. lmao that's kind of long. how are you??
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- 3y
@Nour04 i don't know how i feel lol. i really feel like i am on the "other side" now and all i have to do is now accept that i am gay. i don't think i can even imagine myself with a man anymore, and then imagining with a woman makes me feel like i want it and saying i don't sounds like denial. i am so sorry i went all in when you asked a simple question, sorry for the long rant, i have just been feeling like throwing up all day long, and it makes me feel like it's because i was super triggered yesterday but kind of had no reaction to it (?) and now i truly feel gay in denial.
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- 19w
So I’m always telling people who say I’m not getting any help or advice on my post that maybe those people just don’t know what to say or they’re afraid of possibly making the situation worse… well while that is completely understandable I feel like the amount of help/advice/ interaction has went down drastically on this app.. again not complaining I’m thankful for everyone on here but I just wanted to know if others have felt the same way
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- 12w
Is ocd supposed to feel like a genuine belief ? I see or hear some people saying things like « I know it’s not true but …. » while I personally don’t « know that it’s not true » I feels genuinely real and I even find evidence for it
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- 12w
any of y’all feel like every single thing you say is some sort of manipulation. like you’re not genuine at all and everything you do is to get something out of something? the same with therapists too. i feel like ever since i was a kid i’ve manipulated my therapists in some way, like to look like the victim or so they’d think about me a certain way. like therapy could never help me cause i can’t tell when i’m lying or manipulating or whatever. i’ve seen someone mention something similar on here and just wanted to see what y’all thought!
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