. Does anybody get thoughts/ images of being with the same-sex and feels nothing towards it? Sometimes it’s like you’re just trapped in it and can’t do anything about it and it feels so real that it has become a part of you? I’ve been feeling like this for a few days ever since I developed feelings for a guy. Whenever I do have mental breakdowns at the end of the day- it feels like I’m faking all of it. Faking that I’m getting distress over it or being upset.