Okay so I’m talking to one of my friends and I really do enjoy talking to her but like what if that means o like her or something like idk like feelings of excitement or genuine enjoyment make it seem like it’s something else and I don’t like that like idk if I never even- ugh idk anymore it went from POCD TO SOOCD 😭

Yeah that’s how my theme started too, I made a new friend that was super pretty and I was excited to talk to her since I rarely have one on one time with friends and I thought “ Does me thinking she’s pretty and wanting to be her friend mean I like her?!”

Yesss and thinking that bc she’s a genuine true friend my brain tells me shit like “what if she’s the one” or make me think she’s a potential interest but I get kinda weirded out and like not uncomfortable but she’s my friend and she’s bi too which makes it more like omg if she’s bi what if I turn bi or something yk? 😭 sorry for the rant