Yeah that’s how my theme started too, I made a new friend that was super pretty and I was excited to talk to her since I rarely have one on one time with friends and I thought “ Does me thinking she’s pretty and wanting to be her friend mean I like her?!”
Yesss and thinking that bc she’s a genuine true friend my brain tells me shit like “what if she’s the one” or make me think she’s a potential interest but I get kinda weirded out and like not uncomfortable but she’s my friend and she’s bi too which makes it more like omg if she’s bi what if I turn bi or something yk? 😭 sorry for the rant
Okay now I feel weird and an actual lesbian :/ but that’s what litterally pops in my head like I can’t control it 😭 and I swear I hate it it’s annoying but idk