each time i am fantasizing about guys my mind replaces it with girls to check, and so today i was like no stop and my lind goes "you know you're more comfortable with girls" and it felt almost true :( it's been hitting super real lately, as if i know i an gay in denial. added yhe fact that i was doing relatively better throughout this month until now around my period it got really bad, which makes it feel like it's not ocd :(