I'm just so angry and sad that this is my life now feeling like a total monster. How I went from a loving human being to this is beyond me 6 months of this hell I just want to die...not looking for anyone to respond just venting. haven't been on here in awhile.

Hi ❤ It gets better. This entire community understands and are here for you.

It helps sometimes to take a step back and notice the little things. How green the grass looks and how blue the sky is on a sunny day! You said 6 months ago you were fine. Imagine in another 6 months ? You could be even better and you have yet to figure out !!!!!!!!! It does get vvvvvvvv difficult but everyone here understands more than likely and give yourself credit for the small things you’ve accomplished and how many things you’ve made yourself do even if you had NO energy. Like sometimes getting up and washing your face or brushing your teeth or eating or anything. When all you wan e to do is lay in bed and not get up. That small hope of being able to enjoy things again. Pls just hold on

I have absolutely no hope left.....still thankyou to the both of you 🙏

Agreed! You will feel better again!

it will get better. you’re not alone , we got this! ❤️ sending love