I'm scared that im lile gay or bi because in the past I have done multiple gay things with my friend and afterwards i regretted it and still to this day do. It just makes me afraid that thats how I really am.

Don't worry about labeling yourself! You're open to new things and that's the only thing that matters. You love the person not the gender. Everyone is lile bi, trust me.

No, I never "loved this person like that" I just did it years ago and I actually have a girlfriend of almost year now but my problem is me thinking i'm gay when I want to be straight and I regret all of that