there's 2 things hanging in the back of my head that i need to ruminate about yet i am trying to stay distracted and now analyse or think about them. isn't this avoidance a sign of denial????

When you figure out that it’s not about being 100%. That’s it’s not about not “thinking about it”. It’s about realizing that no matter what you are, no one overthinks to where it takes over their lives that have normal minds. They live lives to the fullest. It’s not about who you are, it’s about not caring who you are.