January was, without a doubt, the worst month of my whole life. My OCD was absolutely out of control. I was also seeing a psychoanalyst, which I believe was making everything even much worse. I've had almost all themes. Now I'm here, 7 months later, and I feel better than ever. I don't want this to sound like some fake inspiration story, but it really is true and I felt that I needed to share it with you, guys. I still get scared I will relapse, you know, from time to time, but I feel like I have the tools to deal with it now. I've been seeing an OCD specialist in my home country and have been taking antidepressants for months. It's not easy, for some it may even take years, but it's important to keep on trying, to keep on looking for options, to do everything in our hands. I've had this for more than 20 years and I finally found the solution now. It could have been earlier, or later, I don't really care anymore. What I care about is now, and I honestly still can't believe I made it out of it alive and feeling like this.