One sex therapist just told me that maybe I am in denial or maybe I am not attracted to my partner :-(((((. I told her about it that I preferred lesbian porn.

Is this an ocd specialist?

No, I e mailed yesterday one sex therapist :-(. Why they think that same sex fantasies have to mean something?

“Denial” is an unspecific and obnoxious word if you have obsessions, rumination, unwanted intrusive thoughts.