i feel abnormal with ppl i love especially one i think alot about what they or she think about me how they see me i read the chat alot and think alot anout every word i have intrusive thoughts about her i can't understand it it cames when i see anything remembering me of her i think alot if her words have multiple meanings sometimes i feel like she hates me or i annoy her and she distance herself but then i find that was wrong i just overthinked or when i see or read anything she wrote i feel like she is attacking me and i feel worry and i think alot and i find that wasn't true i can't know if it because me ocd or not??? but i feel abnormal i cantgive her space and stop thinking about her so i decided to leave her like i always did