Went to st Augustine with my bf and his fam. Was really wanting to have a good time but I can’t stop focusing on ANYTHING because I’m so focused on what’s occurring in my groin area. Everything is triggering me right now. I focus all attention on my groin no matter what I’m doing/thinking. Can’t even enjoy intimate moments with my bf because I’m constantly comparing groinal responses. Can’t take it anymore. I just want to live my life