i always felt like an outcast and different from other classmates and i used to ruminate if that meant i was different from them sexuality wise when i never really thought of it that way. for context, i used to be the quiet kid and really kept to myself and not really that socialable. i really relate to the last line
I didnt feel like I was different until I was 18-19 getting high and looking at my old pictures and feeling inferior or like what type of person am I or what do I bring to the table amongst my friends group.
we have to accept uncertainty and it’s sadly easier said than done