i’ve literallt always despised this one content creator bc he’s a groomer and a creep like i’ve always hated him but now my mind keeps trying to like defend him and idk whats my conscious mind or my intrusive thoughts anymore all i know is i hate him and i hate my mind

it’s so annoying bc i’ve always despised and hated him but now suddenly my mind is like trying to convince me i don’t and then i try to reason eith the thought and it makes everything worse bc then my reasoning makes me more anxious and stressed 😭

it’s so irritating right? bc i kept trying to reason with my thought but then i realized i don’t even like my reasoning and that it bothered me too and it was just a big mess