Yes I used to do this before diagnosis.
I used to lie and cant let go of it. Ocd attaches to that and fear of being seen a.. creepy bad person. So i act anxious and then feel like im hiding something and then obsess over how no one understands
3 obsessions working together to build my own hell of uncertainty. And I know Im not bad but it people undersood all that went into my complexes they would think Im bad. I really dont want to be seen as a bad person.