Tw taboo subject adults only I’m so frustrated because my mind is trying to tell me that I thought of something and got off on it during the m word and I’m scared what if it did happen and why would I be so stupid to do something like that? But I don’t believe it. I know I wouldn’t do something like that. Could it have been an intrusive thought and my mind is perceiving it as real? But it feels so real in my mind that it felt like it did happen. I don’t know I’m so confused…