I feel like I would remember if I did something bad or not. It’s driving me crazy! I just want to remember the truth!

This is exactly what I am going through, too! It has been 12 years for me when I keep thinking back to doing something “bad” to a toddler that was at my daycare.. never once had a thought about it until just recently I am scared I did something bad to the toddlers. But I would’ve remembered it??? I have clear memories of things in the past but no memory over this but I have pictures in my head now because I’ve been obsessing over it. It’s all too confusing!!!