Staying home for long periods of time really makes me vulnerable to triggers. It makes all these thoughts come to my head about how much of a loser other people must think I am or feeling like I’m in no way control of what I do for some reason. It makes me feel depressed and anxious/ocd at the same time. It’s like I’m frozen at home with nothing to do. I remember my options and I don’t even want to do them. Then I feel LAZY. Like why?? You’d think sitting at home wouldn’t be this hard.