i feel like i am neither obsessing nor ruminating nor panicking enough for this to be actual ocd

Does anyone struggle with feeling like their ocd issues are not ocd enough compared to other peoples ocd? Is this an ocd thought itself lol

i’m not sure (genuinely) if it’s a situation that needs to be addressed or if it’s ocd

I feel like I'm not ocd enough to deserve treatment . I don't feel as bad as other people do.