Im losing my mind, I think Im being attracted to the same sex or rather the feelings towards them feel way too potent and Im feeling very detached from myself. I feel like a completely different person than before. These last few days have terrifying. I keep having these episodes where I feel "High" and I dont even smoke.

Im suffocating and feel very alone in this, Im scared. I dont want to be gay but It feels like I already am and I cant do anything to change it. Someone please end my suffering

"Pure" OCD

Sexual Orientation OCD

you DONT want this. that’s all the proof you need. make sure to take deep breaths and hydrate. sitting with the anxiety, doubt and uncertainty is the only thing that seems to be effective. it’s hard, and not easy to do at first.. i’m still learning myself. compulsions only feed it more and give you temporary relief. never forget that you’re loved. this too shall pass ❤️