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girl, same. Idek if I was ever attracted to men in the first place. Even though I’d fantasize ab having a bf, what if I just liked the idea of it? What if I was always lesbian and didn’t know it? Since I have anxiety towards women and I have zero ZERO attraction to men rn, it rlly feels like Im in denial. I just wish I could take some blood test or something so that it could tell me what my sexuality is ugh
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- 3y
YES THIS
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I feel like i could be in denial too but im just not sure and one thing i dont wanna feel like i faked attraction to some of these guys i have dated or messed around with bc i did think it was genuine but now i just dont know anything anymore. 😕
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You know thats the thing: to not have certainty. It’s easier said then done. Maybe practice ERP and always know, that you don’t need certainty and you’ll never have it as well. It’s horrible, I know :(
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- 14w
I’ve completely lost myself. I can’t focus on my studies, I can’t go to the gym. Dang it I can’t even be around my male friends normally anymore. I got no idea why or how this happened but the only thing I know for sure is that I never questioned my sexuality neither doubted it. I never cared in general. I just liked girls. I keep testing and keep testing and keep testing my arousal but no matter how many times I see but I don’t feel the same way for guys that I do with girls my mind will always try to make me believe that I am gay. It’s like it’s forcing me into an identity I never asked for. But at the end of the day like my psychologist told me. Sexuality doesn’t change. So since I never felt anything for guys in my life it’s ocd. I’ve been up and down for 5 months now and while the last week I was feeling way better. Monday now and I’m back to zero. I just want to go back when everything was normal. I can’t keep living with this.
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I really dont know if it is ocd anymore I dont want certain sexual things with my bf anymore that i used to like When i envision it with a girl it is so easy to envision and it feels like i want that , that will give me the satisfaction This feeling is making me really question if i am still into men , desire men sexually Is this still ocd , i really dont know anymore , as it is a feeling it is too real
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I don’t know if it’s SOOCD. I no longer feel anxious in the moment when I think about women, and it’s like my imagination wants me to think about it and get aroused. I don’t want to be gay, but maybe I am after all. In my life I haven’t been so sexually driven before (when I was living with a man, or when being single) but now all I can think about is having sex with a woman. I don’t want to, but somehow my body does and it feels like my mind have changed to accept it to.. feel so sad This all started around 4 weeks ago..
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