- Username
- a.dw25
- Date posted
- 953d ago
- Sexual Orientation OCD
- Relationship OCD
girl, same. Idek if I was ever attracted to men in the first place. Even though I’d fantasize ab having a bf, what if I just liked the idea of it? What if I was always lesbian and didn’t know it? Since I have anxiety towards women and I have zero ZERO attraction to men rn, it rlly feels like Im in denial. I just wish I could take some blood test or something so that it could tell me what my sexuality is ugh
YES THIS
I feel like i could be in denial too but im just not sure and one thing i dont wanna feel like i faked attraction to some of these guys i have dated or messed around with bc i did think it was genuine but now i just dont know anything anymore. 😕
You know thats the thing: to not have certainty. It’s easier said then done. Maybe practice ERP and always know, that you don’t need certainty and you’ll never have it as well. It’s horrible, I know :(