I feel so desperate. I know it is a compulsion to post and repeating my feelings but I feel like I can't move on. Mpst of the fays I feel scared and numb being afraid of ocd attack and it feels like hell. If I feel ok for a few hours then ocd hits me again even worse, very hard. I feel like being hit by a weapon and I can't stop being hurt. I suffer and cry for hours. In the end I feel i have no hope and future also guilty for spending my life like this. Why do we have to suffer this way???

oJoJ

Date posted: 4y

this is exactly how i feel except i don’t have the same ocd you have but thank you for sharing how you feel it makes me feel less alone :)

zoed

Date posted: 4y

Every day is like someone who hates me waits me around the corner. Are we cursed to live like that???? Will it ever stop???

oJoJ

Date posted: 4y

@zoed i feel the same ! i started having these horrible thoughts only this month , and started doing compulsions to ease my anxiety . i hope we both will get better and do not have to suffer every day

AnonymousA

Date posted: 4y

You aren’t alone in your pain. So many people have felt the same way you do and have gone onto heal from this. If you haven’t already, get an OCD therapist. You’ll be surprised by the strides you can make

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