i hate this so much i keep saying no to this awful disgusting thought and i just thought maybe i want it and i don’t not even in the slightest no no no but why can’t my mind just take that and let it go.

oh my god same

i just want to go back to before i had this thought this is so disgusting and soon my mind is going to start getting real event proof and then i’m going to get stuck and the cycle will continue

i literally relate to you so much girl. except for me it’s ROCD and one particular person and theme. i hate it so much.

my head is starting to hurt cause of my intrusive thoughts i dont even know if its that im doubting so mych

i feel the same all the timeee. I just have to remind myself the thought is irrational but I will admit it is hard.