i’m so horrified bc ik that acting on the thoughts isn’t my fear bc i know i will never ever do that but even the fact that i’m having these literally horrific thoughts makes me so distraught i just want it all to go away. i don’t even want to tell the doctor about the severity of my harm ocd/sexual obsessions. i don’t want to even be having these thoughts like i don’t want this to be some sort of inner desire i have that i never act on that’s so sickening