I’m scared that when I see my boyfriend again ( He joined the military and I haven’t seen him in 10 months, developed soocd and fell back into rocd after he left) I won’t feel anything or that I’ll realize I don’t actually love him

I used to get this when my boyfriend and I were long distance! Especially before I went to visit or he came in town.

How did you feel!

@PinkLotus I mean it did not feel good by any means! Thoughts are still there and I’ve moved in with him too. Just live by your values

@Corie Sorry I meant to say how did you feel when you would reunite with him? haha But yes I’m doing my best to do that thank you for the advice and for sharing :)