That deep down feeling of being straight....it wasssssss there weeks ago. Where is it now? What does that mean?

It doesn’t have to mean anything, a thought it just a thought, even if OCD wants us to think otherwise. I’ve dealt with Sexual Orientation OCD briefly in the past, fearing what if I wasn’t straight. At some point I left the thoughts there to be free, replying simply with a “maybe I’m not straight, maybe I am”. It got to a point where it no longer bothered me and isn’t a theme anymore. Ruminating and questioning how you feel now and the meaning of it all will keep you stuck in the OCD loop