Because I recently moved in with my boyfriend and moved to a different state, my hocd obsessions are based around the move. I keep getting thoughts that “I ran away from my problems of being gay” or “because I moved out of my hometown I’ll know” and the worst one is “now that I’m living with my boyfriend I’m realizing I don’t want to be with him or love him like that and I’m actually gay (or just don’t want to be with him and would rather be with some other guy).” I even noticed that I have been getting a little sarcastic but In a mean way with him and he asks why I’m being like stand off and that made my anxiety spike. Even if I talk to my parents I get thoughts of how “there daughter is gay” or urges to come out and scenarios of me being out when I go visit them or something. I knew I would get intrusive thoughts with the change but not this bad and it made the feelings of it being real and true come back. Hopefully I can get in to see my therapist soon. UGH