You can handle this, I am proud of you for being brave enough to make a change.
I’m happy I made the change too! I think after overcoming this bump in the road it can be really good for me!
Thank you for sharing this it's nice to hear the thoughts youre having are something I experience as well. I appreciate your honesty. I still struggle with this so I don't have any suggestions. Just know you're not alone my mind operates the same way and has said and felt alot of the same urges and thoughts almost to a T.
It’s always crazy to hear how mostly everyone has had the same thoughts or close to it. Yet our experiences can be so different!