If you have that voice that says I would never do that in a billion, million years I do too. I believe you❤️

Someone I loved was accused of sa 10 years ago on a minor they’re not 26. For some reason my mind keeps making excuses that they were struggling with pocd and acted some way but I know someone with OCD wouldn’t act on their thoughts yeah we think about it but no we would never do it. We aren’t our thoughts. I been finding articles to support why they’d be not guilty I’m in so much denial… but always believe the victim. This is a doubt disorder I know. I reached out to them to ask what happened and they mentioned being traumatized… also mentioned how it’s not only going to affect their family but their future partner. Would a guilty person feel this? I need atleast one comment.. I’m in so much denial because I loved them I hung out with them I created a bond with them… I don’t know what to do.

Is there anyone out there with the real event subtype that wouldn’t mind giving me some encouragement not to confess or do compulsions? It always says I’m different. My events are the exception. What do you do to ignore this voice?

Why is my mind saying I should say my thoughts out loud and that it will be ok, I don't want to because it goes against my beliefs and it freaks me out because my mind is like you've done this and this an other bad things this can't hurt you, saying it will give you peace and it just randomly started yesterday and idk what to do. It's like I have no will power to want to stop it's like my mind wants me to say it and idk what to do.