I thought I had sexual orientation ocd about asexuality (to be clear I knew I was asexual but I was afraid I had sexual attraction and was lying to myself) but the fear around that question kind of went away and I'm starting to think I'm not actually asexual. I'm fine about that revelation but this scares me about my other themes. What if I'll eventually find out they're all true? I just don't know what to do

Imaan7

270d ago

Thats triggering since I only really have hocd( I think?) but I guess not being asexual wasnt too big of a deal for you?

Anonymous

270d ago

It mattered to me a lot at one point that's why I'm so conflicted

Imaan7

270d ago

@Anonymous :/ so im struggling so much and I wont even get to be straight and normal how I always was ( even though It feels like I wasnt straight) smh.

glitterclouds

270d ago

Ocd traps you with questions that have no true answer. You’ll never “find out” whether they’re true or not with absolute 100% certainty. I know it’s so hard, but if you resist the compulsions and accept the instructive thoughts they will become less common