It feels like every girl I see or talk to i want to like but ugh I dont but it also feels like I want to its so confusing
It feels like internalized homophobia and denial I'm sick of this!
Ive had many epiphanies, I have them often now even when Im driving or doing something simple. Some were/ are big and bring intial scared and anxious feelings but die down later on. I still have some feelings from my old realizations which still scare me :/. I hope we get through this bc they still are intrusive thoughts at the end of the day
I hope so too. It's awful, I hate these feelings and epiphanies