I’m having a decent day today. I’m in a rush to be fully recovered, but I know recovery takes time. I’ve been working with a therapist and doing ERP and rumination tracking, and I feel it making a difference. A few months ago I was literally not functional. I had a full on break down and was convinced that I had to come out as lesbian in order to escape the fear and anxiety and obsessions. I was terrified because I didn’t want to be with women and I didn’t want to break up with my bf but my ocd was telling me that I inevitably had to be someone I didn’t want to be. I thought I’d never get better. Months later I’m still with my boyfriend and I am feeling so much better. I’m not fucking coming out because I’m straight and ocd doesn’t run my life. I know that I will go back to fully feeling like myself again soon. I hope this gives hope to some people who are at rock bottom. I was there too. You can make it through this ❤️