i don’t think i’ve been getting many intrusive thoughts the last couple days and it worries me but not enough, it sucks that i’d rather feel anxiety than feel this weird numbness it’s like i don’t care anymore and i don’t like it

dude i have been feeling this way for a long time and i hate it

i don’t know what’s going on. it’s like either way i don’t feel alright

@getwellsoon You in therapy?

You just described exactly how I feel. Like I’m barely getting intrusive thoughts and I don’t feel any anxiety just feeling off and numb and honestly I don’t even know how I feel and I keep wishing I could have the anxiety again instead of this

And how am I supposed to get help now because I feel like I’m not triggered by anything anymore or like I don’t even have ocd anymore