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- 3y
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- 3y
Dreams get me too. Sometimes they are so vivid. You arenāt alone.
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- 25w
Every time I go to bed late and Iām falling asleep, I suddenly get an intrusive thought of a childās face and my groinal area always responds to it. Itās such an uncomfortable experience. I am way too tired to try and freak out so I end up falling asleep. The next morning Iām always trying to figure out whether I had the groinal response first or after the thought. I start giving OCD power but it feels like If I let it go, then Iām in denial or whatever. I donāt want to ever do anything sexual with a child. I donāt even feel comfortable talking platonically with people who are 17, much less a child. My therapist says that I have a deep rooted fear that Iām this horrible person and that OCD loves to feed off of it. When you get a groinal response, it makes the thought that much more real. I never want these things to happen. I want to only be into adults. Itās so discomforting and stressful. Especially since Iām hyper checking how anxious I am, and if I find I didnāt really have much anxiety, then Iām like āwell if I didnāt have anxiety, what does this mean?ā And more questions occur til I end up in a rabbit hole
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- 19w
Iām on my period and o think my ocd feels a little worse today⦠I feel anxious and like something bad is about to happen, like I canāt move or talk cause Iāll freak out or snap and do something. Also I had a gronial response about an SA topic and I feel horrible, Iāve noticed that I do have these gronials as if Iām actually into that but idk if it can happen that you have the gronial and think āoh Iām horny, not about this but I amā is that possible? Idk how to say it⦠also I think I just want reassurance but Iām also scaredā¦
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- 18w
So I was enjoying some āme timeā and had intrusive thoughts, but it felt like just for a second I liked it. Like Iām holding myself back from āenjoyingā the thought. And the thoughts are related to things I was into when I was younger, but sometimes I feel like I might still like it even though 9/10 I wouldnāt give it a second thought. Is this common? Or is this just denial? Thanks
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