a bit of help or insight would really br appreciated
i really feel bi. i am trying to ignore it but like i would be daydreaming about flirting with a guy for example and then my mind replaces it with a girl and i feel like i would do that and would be okay with it and like it's normalized in my head (i don't mean it in a homophobic way). i just feel like i would and now it's making my stomach slightly uneasy even though i have been doing great for a month or so. i really don't want to engage with thoughts and i keep on dismissing them and ignoring them when they come up but i just feel like doing so reinforces the feeling of being in denial. is this ocd's last trick at trying to get me back in the loop or am i really in denial??