I'm upset. I'm queer and am with a wonderful guy(who's trans) who I love, but OCD attacks both of our sexuality. This morning I had a dream that he was gay(which he's not) I sat with the anxiety and it was okay then it flipped to me. What if I'm not queer and I don't like women enough? What if I'm actually straight? My sexuality has never really mattered to me because I am with him and he's the only one I want to be with. This just sucks. I feel so sick from these thoughts.