Xxara
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XxaraXxara
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17 only i get false memories of me groping/hurting ppl when i know thag didn’t happen and then i get a sensation in my groin and it’s bothering me a lot oh my god what if i’m a p i cant do this
Anonymous321Anonymous321
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The same thing happens to me
XxaraXxara
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@Anonymous321 it’s so horrifying bc in my head it’s my doing smth to someone falsely bc it’s a false memory but then i feel like the slightest thing in my groin and then i focus on it and it keeps going yk?
Anonymous321Anonymous321
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@Xxara Yes it’s horrible. I get the groinals all the time it sucks
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Anonymous321Anonymous321
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Hey can I ask u a question?
Anonymous321Anonymous321
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@BlueMountain I get the groinals all the time. They won’t go away and I feel like a horrible person and I have pocd but I don’t desire tjat AT ALL but I feel like it’s proof. What do I do. :(((
XxaraXxara
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thank you so much, i think what’s killing me is that i keep both compulsively thinking abt it to prove it didn’t happen and i keep mentally checking and then it gets even worse like it becomes even more disgusting then i get a slight movement in my groin and then it sticks and then i’m horrified if i was fantasizing abt it or if i’m enjoying it when i don’t want to be yk?
XxaraXxara
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@BlueMountain thank you so so much, i just needed to see that this wasnt the breaking point bc it was bothering me a lot i’m trying to ignore the false memories bc i think i’ve conditioned my brain to get a response idk but thank u so much i’ve just been so stressed abt it
Anonymous321Anonymous321
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@BlueMountain Thank u so much. Another thing that stressss me is that what if the groinals and feelings down there started before the thoughts? I’m pretty sure they didn’t but I’m scared.
Anonymous321Anonymous321
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@BlueMountain Thank you so so so much. You’re the kindest person. <33
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