I’m really freaking out rn because I went to some doctor and told them that I think I have ocd but I’m really worried that they just think I’m in denial or that I’m just making it up because I said that I google things as a compulsion. I’m scared I didn’t talk about my OCD in detail enough because she asked some questions about hand washing and I don’t have contamination ocd.
I also only mentioned my so ocd and not even my incest ocd so now I think she will think I’m in denial.
I really thought I was going to get diagnosed or something and my parents wouldn’t make fun of me for saying that I might have ocd and dismissing it as “intrusive thoughts” which is the only thing I told them about. EVEN THOUGH MY MOM LITERALLY SAW ME CRYING IN MY ROOM.