i just wish i could enjoy a s*xual relationship with my boyfriend like a normal person…he deserves so much better.

That last part there is the OCD talking. YOU deserve to have a life free from OCD! And you can do it. Keep up the ERP and things will get better ❤️

thank u for this reminder!

Are you able too I haven’t? I’m scared of getting an intrusive thought. Has that ever happened to you?

@Ope I feel so bad about it cause what if it happens

@Ope I mean I bet I’m scared and the sad part is that I try not to think about it but that doesn’t help. So I just rather not and I haven’t

What is preventing you from enjoying sex with him? What kind of thoughts are you having?