Ugh, I cant do this, feel like Im attracted to guys now, I was driving back to home and I could just see my future being a bisexual. I felt so disgusted, ugh all I wanted was a cute relationship with a girl but It obviously never happened or was going to happen bc I wasnt truly straight. But now I can just see where my life is headed. I will not be able to get a good career and a normal life, Ill be that creepy awkward gay guy. Im pretty sure Im just depressed bc Ive realized. I dont want these thoughts or feelings but since Im gay these wont go away. I feel so grossed out by myself ugh and I know many gay people feel this way about themselves and are then told to embrace it which is just another proof that this is denial. This is so unfair, I never asked for any of this.