So I told my aunt very vaguely about whats been happening anxiety attacks, panic attacks, unwanted thoughts ( If thats what they are) etc she had no clue about ocd but she said keep yourself busy lol I was like yeah as if I hadnt tried that then she was like experiment with guys and get a boyfriend lol, I said nah then she was like once college starts get a gf. Lol how should I tell her my attractions are all over the place. I dont even know If I want a gf. I hate how ocd completely ruined my head. I couldnt even enjoy the vacation with my aunt. Anyways It was the first time I ever told someone about this Irl. It was also very strange talking about this stuff in my mother tongue, It felt so weird bc I mostly think about this in english.