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- 4y
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- 4y
There have been 3 separate times where I have scrolled through Facebook and a different person with a hacked account has posted real, actual child porn. The first two times I called the cops and talked to the FBI. The third time I just took my anxiety attack pill and went to sleep. The thing about crime like that is that you have to have sought it out yourself. Stumbling upon something or having it forced into your line of vision isn't really like a big deal. It's something that happened to you, not smth you did, you get me?
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- 4y
I think this might be seeking some reassurance. I struggle with HOCD and I have similar pure-o mental checks and worries. You might have to just try to sit with the uncertainty that you could have done something illegal. You may have, you may not. You won’t know. But also remember to be kind to yourself. You are not your thoughts. Your mind racing and trying to fix or solve this is not possible and looking for answers is going to make things worse. Maybe try to say oops, I might have done something illegal today, or I might not have. And whatever happens will happen. Try using the SOS feature in the app!
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- 4y
I do checking compulsions like this , but only when I’m kinda sure it’s not child pornography . Like if I see a girl on tik tok doing something a little sexual I’ll be like what if it’s cp but then still watch it . With this one it was the underwear and legs of a kid so that is what freaks me out . I have two obsessions . One is : did I do an illegal compulsion , and the next is whether that image is even child porn . It’s really freaking me out . It’s not that I’m scared I’m a pedo I know I don’t like those images , I’m just terrified of committing such a serious crime
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- 23w
When I was around 19-20 I believe I showed my then 8-9 cousin crude pictures (e.g a cartoon image of a butt). I don’t know how many times I did this but I believe I was trying to be predatory by giving me control over her (not sexual just the feeling of wanting control)and also cuz I thought it was funny. For some reason this didn’t really start bothering me until now (I’m now 22). I don’t have any desire to hurt children. I’m scared by what I feel I’ve done. Should I go to the police?
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- 22w
Okay so I'm young. A bit young than u might Imagine. Me and my boyfriend where bored and I searched up gay porn js as a joke on google. It was completely blurred. And we where js talking about our truma, and personal stuff while literally just looking at the titles. And I saw a title. A title that has trumstixed me before (I saw the actual video before involving a minor. ) and I clicked on it, still heavily blurred to show my boyfriend the title. And i said baby this really effected me this video. And then I looked below it, same video, blurred. Different title. And I clicked on it to stupidly read the other title. And it FUCKING UNBLURRED. and I SCREAMED saying to my boyfriend if he saw it. And he said no he looked away. And he was so unfazed. And I asked chat gpt about it and it said what I done was NOT okay. Because I looked at child stuff on purpose? My heart has just SANK. self harm urges are back. INTENSE confession compulsions to my mum are back. What do I do. Please someone help.
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- 16w
I'm 13, and was screen broadcasting to my boyfriend because we where bored and curiously and we searched up..... Like porn. On the internet. Idk why... Anyway we came across smth that looked like a MINOR.(it was anime porn) and we couldn't tell for sure so now I'm spiraling and have CRAZY confession compulsions to my mum and I really do not wanna tell her. Please what do I do.
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