I remember when I was younger and I was happy with me before the HOCD started I want to be happy I want to feel free again and happy on the inside. I am so full of fear shame and regrets from my past, I am now fearful of women I am fearful of judgment for my mistakes and constantly am beating myself down. I want to change I want to be happy I don’t know even where to start.

Sexual Orientation OCD

Relationship OCD

It is  very challenging, but just try to have a little more compassion for yourself. 

I miss my relationship I once had with my wife 

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