i really, honestly don't think this is ocd. i barely think about it anymore and when i do it feels so real but it causes me no anxiety. i am just able to simply stop myself from thinking about it and i ignore the thoughts and dismiss the urge for compulsions. like why? am i accepting i am bi/les? do i really like girls now? why doesn't it worry me? it feels like i don't care anymore. i don't even experince the backdoor spike. it feels like i am just too sleepy and tired and have 0 energy to think about it.

Sexual Orientation OCD

"Pure" OCD

You’re still looking for reassurance. Just let them be there for when they are 

i am but why is my anxiety and thoughts gone? i thought this was ocd? guess it's not and i'm just in denial. even saying that doesn't make me anxious. 

@Nour04 Looking for anxiety is a compulsion. Maybe you are in denial. Who knows. Maybe maybe not 