My ocd is hyper fixated on this one friend of mine. We became friends recently, and now I’m afraid of talking to her. I’m afraid that I have a crush on her and that I’m emotionally cheating on my boyfriend. I enjoy talking to her, we share interests. I do think she’s pretty, but I don’t like her or any other woman like that. But what if I do? What if I’m just lying to myself. Anyone else feel like this? :(